Every time I come home to Farkas and I ask him to cook something for me I get so fucking happy because he’s so derpy about everything and gosh all he ever makes me are apple pies
I think the worst thing about job hunting is that I literally have the worst self confidence. I have none. Like it does not exist. So I go to apply for a job, and I usually just feel so doomed after I apply or even get an interview.
Hell every job I’ve ever had I felt like I literally tricked them into hiring me like: “oh gosh they think I can do blank and blank their expectations are gonna be so much higher than what they’ll actually get out of me. Wow I am going to get fired. Shit shit shit why did I let them hire me.”
And I feel like such a failure of a liar every single time.
I also can never feel comfortable in the work place EVER because each screw up literally sticks with me and makes me feel guilty for the next few days and it makes me fear my coworkers because of their potential negative image of me. Like—
I cannot help it
I have been this way my whole life and its just getting worse with age.
Like I have been working on self confidence issues since I was in grade school. I haven’t been able to fix it.
When I put logic behind it it makes shit even worse because I either validate my feelings of inadequacy, or find out that those feelings make no sense, but im still not able to shrug my negative self image anyway, so then being able to express my feelings becomes stupid because there’s no logical reason behind them besides anxiety which just frustrates me.
Wow I cannot stop thinking please make me stop worrying for once in my life thank you.
The more I draw these three, the more I really want this to actually happen. Someone kill me now lajdslg
Cover by: Jamie McKelvie & Matthew Wilson
can we discuss aii’s kitty shirt
get into a fight with someone in school by screaming “SKYRIM IS FOR THE NORDS” and then tackling them
I was on the toilet with that last ask I answered so I decided to actually sit and try to help the best way I can. Anon, I’m still in an art rut especially with anatomy and I’m totally not the best with it, but let me link all of you to some things I like to look at on my spare…
what the fuck is this though seriously
a good fucking time thats what